puzzled

Folding tissue papers.
Looking at the black tube.
I stopped, and thought...


Things were clear,
They're even clearer now.
Answers.
Meaningful answers,
Yet, they're nowhere close to what I wanted...
Thus it becomes confusing.
When it puzzles you,
It becomes frustrating.

Don't make decisions when you're overwhelmed with happiness,
Nor should you make decisions when you're beset with sadness.
Decide when you're sober.
Decide when you're NUMB.
Believe in yourself when you decide.
Don't rush.
Even if time is not on your side,
Think, and take that time you have, to ponder.
No matter how small that time is, it is YOURS.
Make the most out of it and you'll find contentment at the end.

-=SHINEninSTAR=-