i'm doing this

...finally made up my mind. I'm doing this. For me, for my mom, and for Dad. Dear God help me. All I want is a Yes and their 100% support all the way.

DECISIONS

I need time.
I need to breathe

For a moment i just need to close my eyes and think. This will take time. Oh But I have a choice I know. To go for what I really wanted or to just forget that big dream and live like a princess (for a while). Why am I so determined now? And if this is what I really wanted for a long time, why am I confused? Why am I scared? Why am I so scared?

i said...

...Everything is ALL ABOUT LOVE!

Everything that we fight for,
Everything that we do,
Everything that we want to be,
Everything that we believe in...
Even In war, we fight out of love for ones country.
A Love for one's self - we fight when someone stomps on our soul and our whole being
A Love for one's family - we fight for them;
Even hatred - it stems out of love for something or someone.

Everything is all about love.

And It can be a deadly weapon.

Do you agree with me?






-=SHINEninSTAR=-

my own

I stared at something
til it became invisible
I wished for something
til I became tired of wishing
I laughed so hard
til i felt tears were falling
Who would've ever thought
I'd become Heartless


I saw that yellow smiley in front of the white colored letter Y over a violet background,
and i my heart started pounding;
Beating so fast
I know I can't wait
Scared of the uncertainties.


All these will be over soon
And I'll be different.
Hopefully not as heartless as I am now
Hopefully Happier than ever
Hopefully I won't need to fake a smile anymore

Living

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
Take Risks
Fall in LOVE

What I want

I think i'm confused.
I want to go into med school (for years now)
I want to travel. . .
spend money..
travel and meet people.
I don't know