my own

I stared at something
til it became invisible
I wished for something
til I became tired of wishing
I laughed so hard
til i felt tears were falling
Who would've ever thought
I'd become Heartless


I saw that yellow smiley in front of the white colored letter Y over a violet background,
and i my heart started pounding;
Beating so fast
I know I can't wait
Scared of the uncertainties.


All these will be over soon
And I'll be different.
Hopefully not as heartless as I am now
Hopefully Happier than ever
Hopefully I won't need to fake a smile anymore