DECISIONS

I need time.
I need to breathe

For a moment i just need to close my eyes and think. This will take time. Oh But I have a choice I know. To go for what I really wanted or to just forget that big dream and live like a princess (for a while). Why am I so determined now? And if this is what I really wanted for a long time, why am I confused? Why am I scared? Why am I so scared?